{"product_id":"to-please-myself","title":"To Please Myself","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eFor sixteen years, Hester Thrale kept the greatest man of her age from losing his mind.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eOrder this book\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/shop.ingramspark.com\/b\/084?params=wgzUjkDMKAwERNeOEBp9uMyXhHTf7iUmClp4hFqTY6i\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"\u003ePaperback from IngramSpark →\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\n\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/shop.ingramspark.com\/b\/084?params=6YY76mepgHZWY9Aj5fht8bDW72PSBi9qWMdlMlALhW6\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"\u003eHardcover from IngramSpark →\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eFrom the back cover\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eWife to a brewer who did not love her, mother to a nursery she kept burying, she ran the most brilliant table in England, with Reynolds, Burke, Garrick and Boswell hovering with his notebook. At its head sat Samuel Johnson, the great rolling ruin of a man who feared his own reason the way other men fear the dark. He put the lock of that reason into her hands and begged her never to let it swing open, and for sixteen years she held it.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eTo Please Myself\u003c\/em\u003e is the story of the woman who held the key: of what it cost her to be everyone’s keeper and no one’s beloved; of Gabriel Piozzi, the Italian music-master she was forbidden to love; and of the day she chose at last, against Johnson, against her children, against the whole of her world, to please herself, and let the great man go.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003eDrawn from \u003cem\u003eThraliana\u003c\/em\u003e, from Johnson’s own letters, and from the strange true record of a padlock, this is a novel of duty and genius, of the women history keeps in its margins, and of the terrible cost of being needed.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDetails\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eBeverly McLeod\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eTrace Press\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eSubtitle: A Novel of Hester Thrale and the Release of Doctor Johnson\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eA standalone novel\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ePaperback and hardcover, 6 × 9, 134 pages\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\n\u003cp style=\"margin-top:1.4em;font-size:0.9em;line-height:1.55;\"\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eFilm and television inquiries:\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003ca href=\"mailto:hello@northlume.org?subject=Film%20and%20television%20inquiry%3A%20To%20Please%20Myself\"\u003ehello@northlume.org\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp style=\"margin-top:1.6em;font-size:0.82em;line-height:1.5;color:#7a7168;text-align:left;\"\u003eCover art: \u003cem\u003eStudy in Green and Black\u003c\/em\u003e, John White Alexander. Public domain.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Trace Press","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":44698951843882,"sku":null,"price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0709\/0228\/4330\/files\/to-please-myself.jpg?v=1786915882","url":"https:\/\/northlume.org\/products\/to-please-myself","provider":"Northlume ","version":"1.0","type":"link"}